Three Cheers for Five Years

Inside i hope you know im dying, 
with my heart beside me,
in shattered pieces that,
may never be replaced

& if i died right now, you'll never be the same.

Story of my life

The Devil Wears Prada

i try my best to be nice all the time, but i feel theres a limit and you know it. yes i may be egoistic and selfish at times especially when we fight, but again and again and again i say, if you didnt start, things wont happen. at times i ask myself, why? why cant i just let it go? and then i realized, things like these happen too often. you are right, combined with all the pressure from everything surrounding me; slowly im crumbling into pieces. and i need a break from life. a really long one. but this is life, good things dont always happen. so all you have to do is keep calm and carry on..

help.